P is for Phury

Phury and Zsadist are twins, but were separated as infants. Their nanny kidnapped Zsadist and sold him into slavery. Phury takes it upon himself to find him, and takes a vow of celibacy after he finds him. He shoots himself in the foot just to be able to free himself to save his brother . He is handicapped now and wears a prosthetic foot. He also has an enemy within him who is a Wizard. In order to shut the voice of the wizard up, all he can do is smoke  -  red smoke [opium?], and dull himself with drugs. He becomes addicted and eventually needs detox.

Book Six: Lover Enshrined 

Phury's story

Fiercely loyal to the Black Dagger Brotherhood, Phury has sacrificed himself for the good of the race, becoming the male responsible for keeping the Brotherhood's bloodlines alive. As Primale of the Chosen, he is to father the sons and daughters who will ensure that the traditions of the race survive and that there are warriors to fight those who want all vampires extinguished.
As his first mate, the Chosen Cormia wants to win not only his body but his heart for herself- she sees the emotionally scarred male behind all his noble responsibility. But while the war with the Lessening Society grows more grim, and tragedy looms over the Brotherhood's mansion, Phury must decide between duty and love.